by pennyhal2 12 Dec 2020

I euthanized my little corgi, Gummybear, this week. I'm still quite teary about it. She had a lot of health issues and was 13. She had become aggressive with the other dogs so I knew that she was in more pain. She had been getting monthly acupuncture treatments for her back, but walking was a problem. She was an award winning sheep herding dog, an expert at agility, and had voice commands, hand signals, whistle commands, crook commands, and excellent instincts.

She was my shadow and spent her life either in physical contact with me, or within five feet of me. I miss her snuggling up in bed with me at night. While I knew that it was her time, that did not make it easier. I had gotten a new corgi puppy about a year ago. So I had three dogs, Gummybear, Teddybear, and Goldilocks. Having the puppy around helps keeps me busy as I knew that I'd lose Gummybear because of her healt decline. Some things in life you just have to do, but knowing that does not make it easier.

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by sebsews 14 Dec 2020

Penny I am so sorry for your loss. Gummiebear was so special to you. He gave you so much love and you gave him much love. Thinking of you and sending hugs.

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by pennyhal2 14 Dec 2020

Thank you for all your kind and encouraging words. The loss of any member of our family is difficult. Making the decision that one member of your family needs help passing is truly heart wrenching. Fortunately, we have our memories.

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by airyfairy 13 Dec 2020

I am so very sorry fo your loss Penny.

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by 02kar Moderator 13 Dec 2020

I know words can fill the huge hole that has now been left in your heart, but we grieve with you for the loss of Gummybear. It sounds like she was truly and incredible smart and talented fur baby. Remember those tears are a testimony for the love you have for her. So it's OK to cry. We are crying with you and have you wrapped in sooo many hugs.

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by sdrise 13 Dec 2020

So sorry for your loss IT is never easy to say good bye to your baby... Just remember all the good times you had with her and that should put a smile on your face. You cry because they are so loved. I feel for you... HUGS

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by zoefzoef 13 Dec 2020

it is always hard to lose one of your pets because you love them so much and they love you so much back in return.
Remember all the good moments you had with her .....
hugs sent...

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by graceandham 13 Dec 2020

That's a hard thing to go through. So much love, with a little loss at the end. It's a good trade. It sounds like Gummybear was quite clever as well as a cuddler.

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by loriziegler 13 Dec 2020

I am so sorry it hurts so much to say goodbye to our children with fur! It never seems like we have enough time with them! I rescued two Black labs and 5 cats and 3 ducks and 1 litter pan trained bunny who lives in the house! I know I have a lot of heart ache ahead! My dog Nikki Dee became a diabetic 6 months ago so we weekly have been going to the vets to check blood sugar and know what dose of insulin to give her 2 times daily! Well 3 weeks ago Friday she underwent a surgery on a tumor on her mouth and we took her this past Friday for her follow up and the tumor is back with a vengence! They told us she will be lucky to make it to New Years! They said we will have to do end of life care on her because soon she will be unable to eat! I have been crying ever since and extra doting on her knowing my time with her is very limited!

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loriziegler by loriziegler 18 Dec 2020

We lost our Black Lab Nikki Dee today! I am devastated and so broken hearted!

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by pennifold 12 Dec 2020

So sorry to read this post Penny. It's never an easy task euthanising an animal. I pray that your other dogs keep you happy, even though there is a hole in your heart from the loss of Gummybear. Love Chris

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by basketkase 12 Dec 2020

Oh my...I just saw your post....I am so sorry you have lost this furbaby... it is one of the hardest things we have to do as pet parents....happy you have a pup to keep you busy...how old is your other one? Hugs and love coming your way..

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by CindyG edited 12 Dec 2020

I'm crying while reading this. We had to euthanize my shadow 8 weeks ago and I still miss her terribly. Worst decision I had to make, but like your gummybear she had health issues and was in pain. She was almost 10. (that's her face in my profile picture)

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by bemara 12 Dec 2020

So Sorry for the lose of your Gummybear, we love our animals so much and keep them in our hearts forever, hugs Maria

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by crafter2243 Moderator 12 Dec 2020

Oh my hearts goes out to you. It is so hard to watch them being in pain and so so hard to have to make the decision of putting them down. I still miss my Heidi even though Coco has kept me busy. Now my new pup, only 9 month old, has such bad hip Dysplasie, getting shots and is on pain meds. Gummybear must have been a super dog with all those accomplishments. I can only imagine how you must feel. Hugs

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by dailylaundry 12 Dec 2020

Such a hard decision, I know. Keep reminding yourself that you did the right thing for her. Bunches of hugs for you!!! Laura

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by dragonflyer 12 Dec 2020

So sad to hear about Gummybear and I know what a difficult decision it was for you...they are family...Glad you had such good times and years together.

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by asterixsew Moderator 12 Dec 2020

Thinking of you. It’s a difficult decision to make but the last kindness for Gummybear. A step I took for my four cats. Gummybear will remain in your heart and memory. Just remember the fun times you had together

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by Midnight1 12 Dec 2020

So sorry for you lose, we love our animals so much.

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by sewpam 12 Dec 2020

I am so sorry for the lose of your Gummybear. Pets are a family member very much loved and when gone extremely missed.

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