Thank you Linda! Somehow I missed the L & M and I am real upset with myself. Actually I do not know how I missed them but I thought she always kept the whole alpha up until the end. I have emailed her 2 times with no answer. With the surgery twice a week and the meds that make me so sick(antibiotics), It is a wonder that I can find anything. I will get through this and be alot better for it! My legs are healing very well. For that, I feel blessed, even if I have lost my feelings of complete control. It is bad to go to bed sick and get up sick. I did not even have morning sickness when I was pregnant with my son. My X did. hee hee Now that was a hoot! That was the only family business that he ever got involved with! AIN'T I mean??? I nearly died but he was the one that got sick. That is just 2 reasons why I did not have but 1 child. The 3rd was that I was married to an idiot! I got married too young! Didn't go there twice! Sorry, I just felt like venting a bit and got carried away!