by lucypiwow 14 Feb 2010

LADIES HAVE GONE,,I FEEL EVERYONES PAINE SO DEEPLEY,,I AM STRUGLING,,PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.... ALL I HAVE BEEN DOING IS GREAVING FOR ALL OF YOU,,,I KNOW HOW DEEP THE PAIN CAN BE,,,, PLEASE PRAY,,,LOVE LUCY GOD BLESS,,SORRY FOR DUMPING ON YOU,,,

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by kttyhwk4 20 Feb 2010

Lucy I am so glad you're still here. It wasn't your time and the Lord has plans for you. Sit down and talk with him,he is your friend. he loves you and he will help you if you will ask him. My love and prayers go out to you.

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by bluerhino 20 Feb 2010

Hello. Please surrond yourself with loved ones and postitive people. No situation is too tough to go through with God and angels by your side. Please know that many prayers and well wishes are going your way. Stay strong and do not feel sorry for "dumping" on us. It is better to express your feeling than to bottle them up and let them take over. Stay strong and positive

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by cathiejones 20 Feb 2010

Lucy, hold on tight to all those hands that comes in your direction. Love Cathie

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by twee 20 Feb 2010

Honey, look at all the people who care about you. Listen to there voices and take comfort. Don't let the demons have a voice. We all have negitive thoughts that can get the best of us if we let them. Call on Heavenly Father in prayer and he will give you strength. Do something for someone else. Service always gives us a good feeling inside. Keep the faith, read the scriptures, pray and his spirit will lift you. God Bless you

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by noah 19 Feb 2010

please put on some praise music & praise the lord& he will get your mind on all the good things in this life,we have many .You are loved Carolyn

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by lbrow 16 Feb 2010

Lucy, I'll paint u a rainbow to hang on the wall, to brighten your heart when the grey shadows fall. On a canvas of joy outlasting the years, with a soft brush of sweetness to dry all your tears. I'll paint u a rainbow with colors of smiles that glaw with sincerity over the miles, On a palette of words I will tenderly blend tones into treasures of sunlight and wind. I'll paint you a rainbow that reaches so wide, your sighs and your sorrows will vanish inside, and deep in the center of each different hue, A memory fashioned especially for you. so lift up your eyes, for suspended above, A rainbow designed by the fingers of love. by Grace Easley. Fill us at daybreak with your love, that all our days we may sing for joy. Psalms 90:14, Remember u are loved! Lillian

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by waterlily 16 Feb 2010

My prayers are with you! Please...talk to someone, or seek help if you are really feeling this anxious! Life is such a struggle, and we are all unhappy at times...if you need help to get past this anxiety...PLEASE PLEASE, get the help you need!

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by camylow 16 Feb 2010

I sent you a PM...please read

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by jrob Moderator 15 Feb 2010

LUCY,
Proverbs 16:9 (New International Version)
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.
THIS IS WHY YOU ARE IT. IT WAS THE LORDS PLAN. YOU MUST LOOK TO HIM FOR THE REASON THAT HE SPARED YOU. FIND SOMEONE NEAR LIKE A PASTOR AND GET HELP WITH YOUR UNCERTAINTY AND KNOW THAT GOD LOVES YOU AND SO DO WE!

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by ksgram1 15 Feb 2010

2-15-2010 LUCY, YOU CONTINUE TO BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. HUGS***

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by dlmds 15 Feb 2010

Lucy, I am so happy to know that you did not succeed with your suicide attempt. If you had succeeded we would not have had the pleasure of meeting you. Dear we are ALL suffering with demons of some form or another. It can be a fight each day. However, we have to look at all the good and beauty in LIFE. I still believe the good out weighs the bad. Sometimes when I feel down all I need do is contact a friend, or step outside smell the air, listen to the birds, and see the beauty in nature. I will pray for you each day. You can dump on me anytime. God Bless!! H&*

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by marthie 15 Feb 2010

LUCY HANG IN THERE. JUST DONT GO THAT FAR.WHY WERENT YOU TAKEN? ONLY GOD WILL KNOW AND YOU SHOULD TAKE THAT IN CONSIDERATION. WE DO NOT KNOW WHAT HIS BIGGER PLAN IS. PLEASE PRAY TO GOD FOR THE RIGHT GUIDENCE

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by kathyjt 15 Feb 2010

LUCY I WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU. LOVE KATHY

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by debbierussell 15 Feb 2010

DEAR LUCY
PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU ARE SO LOVED HERE BY ALL CUTIES.FROM YOUR POSTINGS I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU HAVE A VISION PROBLEM.I CAN TELL YOU NOW THAT IS NOT A DRAW BACK IN LIFE.MY HUSBAND HAS ONLY I% VISION IN 1 EYE & 1/2% IN THE OTHER EYE.HE STILL CAN WORK ON HIS CARS THIS IS HIS HOBBY & HELPS WITH HIS DEPRESSION.YOU ARE A VIP THIS IS A (VERY IMPORTANT PERSON) WHICH IS ALSO A (VISION IMPAIRED PERSON)WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR NEARLY 25 YEARS NOW & I HAVE SEEN THE DETEARIORATION OVER THE YEARS.BUT THE DETERMINATION HE HAS IS SO INCREDABLE.ON TOP OF THAT HE NOW HAS SPINAL CORD DAMAGE FROM A CAR ACCIDENT. DON'T MAKE THIS MAKE YOU FEEL SAD AS HE IN HIS DETERMINATION WILL CARRY ON.JUST AS YOU MUST DO.I HAVE ALSO NOTICED THAT YOU HAVE A FRIEND WHO IS A PASTORS WIFE. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GO & TALK TO HER & MAYBE HER HUSBAND. I'M SURE THEY WILL HELP YOU OUT.KEEP YOUR CHIN UP & TODDLE DOWN TO SEE YOUR FRIEND. DON'T FORGET YOU ARE A ((VIP)) ALL THE BEST:):):)LOVE & BIG HUGS DEBBIE

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by edithfarminer 15 Feb 2010

Dear Lucy,

I find it difficult to replay to you to read such pain. I sometimes feel that when I read it all and tell myself not to read for a few days.
You must realise that life is very precious. We all have our time here on earth and must make the most of it. Look aroud you and see the flowers and the birds. so much beauty all around. Open your eyes and enjoy. Put on some music you enjoy it will lift you up and you realise that life is for living!! you are the lucky one to be here and be able to see. Post to us if you have a hard time. do not know if this message helps, but it helps me. Just take care Hugs Edith

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by gerryvb 15 Feb 2010

lucy, keep the faith , it wasn't your time yet, you are still needed here to do your wonderful job.we love you here.hugs and love for you.

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gerryvb by gerryvb 17 Feb 2010

LUCY KEEP THE FAITH, IT WAS NOT YOUR TIME TO GO YET.YOU ARE STILL NEEDED HERE TO DO YOUR WONDERFUL JOB.WE LOVE YOU HERE,
HUGS AND LOVE FOR YOU.

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by manami 15 Feb 2010

DEAR LUCY,
MY HEART WAS SO HEAVY WITH MY FRIENDS DEATH, UNABLE TO CRY, AND I FINALLY CRIED, WHEN I READ THIS POST. I'M SO GLAD YOU ARE HERE, AND I'M SURE GOD HAS PLANS FOR YOU. A YEAR AGO, I WAS SO READY TO DO THIS TOO, TAKING MY SON WITH ME, YES, NOW I KNOW GOD HAS PLANS FOR ME AND MY SON TOO. THIS FRIEND, HE SEEMED HAD EVERYTHING WE WISH FOR, HEALTH, A CAREER, A BEAUTIFUL FAMILY, A STABLE LIFE, I CAN'T POSSIBLE IMAGINE WHY HE LEFT US WONDERING WHY, FEELING GUILTY WE NEVER ASKED IF HE HAD PROBLEMS, AND WE NEVER GOT A CHANCE TO SUPPORT HIM SOMEHOW... STAY STRONG LUCY, FOR YOUR LOVED ONES, AND KNOW THAT ANYTIME YOU NEED A "SHOULDER" WE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU. YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. I LOVE YOU, YORIKO

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by maryjo 14 Feb 2010

Oh Lucy, I'm so sorry that recent events have caused you so much pain. I will lift you in prayer. Please, Please take the advice of the other Cuties and find a lifeline. And commit this message to your heart..."Suicide is a PERMANENT solution to a TEMPORARY problem" God has you by the hand and he will bring you through this if you allow him to take control.

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by pennifold 14 Feb 2010

Thank God you are still here Lucy - God has other plans for you and He knows what they are.

I think we are all in shock over the death of these two beautiful women. And, of course, as most of us are mothers on here we feel the pain too.

Please be assured of our love and concern for you - thankfully you can come on here at anytime and there will always be someone here to "talk" to. But, try and find some help or someone to talk with over the phone. We have Lifeline here in Australia, I don't know what you have over in America.

Keep strong and trust in the Lord. Sending you a Big Hug!

Love and blessings Chris

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jacquipaul by jacquipaul 14 Feb 2010

Thanks for your heartfelt message, Am not sure where Lucy is living, as it isn't specified on her profile, but she will hopefully keep in touch and get help.

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by jacquipaul 14 Feb 2010

Dear Lucy,
Sometimes life seems so overwhelming that we choose to do something that cannot be undone, and then we later regret it. Please know that God loves you and that others do also.
I will pray for you and will pray that your pain subsides. Try to keep busy and get some exercise. Those things will help. Get out and visit places where there are people and phone someone for help.
If you feel overwhelmed by the loses and grief that you've heard about on this board, then you may need to talk that over with someone. A Priest, Pastor, Rabbi or other spiritual guide can help you. Perhaps you can volunteer at a feeding center or homeless shelter; by helping others you will dwell on your own problems less, and it will refresh you.
I want you to promise that you will talk to someone. A help line (telephone) National Hotline 1-800-448-3000 is a toll free way to talk to someone who has crisis training and can lead you to some helpful places. Please call them.
You are loved even when it is not Valentines day.
Jacqueline

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pennifold by pennifold 14 Feb 2010

Well said Jacqui - I am glad you are in America as over here in Australia we have LIFELINE and I don't know what it's called there.

I do hope Lucy listens to us - love and blessings Chris

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by ksgram1 14 Feb 2010

You will definately be in my prayers Lucy. I'm so glad that you were not successful because I would have never had this oportunity to get to know you. I'm so sorry for your pain of heart. Please know that I CARE. Hugs, Marjorie***

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