They want to drill a hole in my skull and do a biopsy of a skull lesion, a few have shown up lately, if any of you remember I had lung cancer 2 years ago and skull lesions metastisize from the lungs so there is a 50% chance I have bone cancer in my head. I am waiting while my insurance co. decides if I can go to the Cleveland Clinic for a second opinion. I had a lung scan 2 weeks ago but today she did not have the results yet and said she would call but the end of Nov they want me to get another bone scan and then see the oncologist the next week. They had scheduled to do the hole and to the biopsy for today but I cancelled it till I see if I can get a second opinion. Of course I am nervous about this but if I have to do it I will.
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Bless your heart, I'm sorry you're having these problems. Try and keep a positive attitude. I do believe you've got a lot of friends here that will praying that everything will turn out alright for you.
Hugs,
Liz
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17727So, i had the part of my skull removed and now have a titanium plate with a lot of screws over the hole but have been waiting 8 days for the biopsy results and now it is the weekend so I guess I have to wait even longer!
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by drro
11 Nov 2011
Looking in on you and praying for you and your strength and well-being for this difficult journey!
by leenova54
12 Nov 2011
I think my hair will now have a permanent part but it is the opposite side of where I usually part it! This incision was big!
3358024424I hope you will know what to do quickly, without having to wait to long. In the meantime, you must trust in God to keep you well. Will pray for you. Thinking of you.
Hugs and God bless
Marieta
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by leenova54
03 Nov 2011
I am getting ready to go to the hospital. Overnight bag packed, house clean, dishes washed and confident.
by sewbadly
03 Nov 2011
Good for you. Plenty of people sending you good vibes. Looking forward to hearing from you, after your procedure.
Best!
15907God is in charge and you have given him your hand in faith that He will take care of you. Peace be with you. I am praying like crazy for you.;)
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by leenova54
03 Nov 2011
Thank you. I have no fear. A friend just now called to say good luck, told her I don't need luck!
158718Hope everything goes right. God help and protect you.
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26714Is your date November 4th still on the appointment book? I hope for you all things good, and pray that you come out with a high five for everyone, followed by an easy and relaxing recovery. Hang in there, with positive thinking and the knowledge that your doctor has your best interest at heart!!
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by leenova54
03 Nov 2011
Yes it is, I go to the hospital less than 8 hours and surgery will begin at 5:15 a.m. Thank you for your kind words.
16302thinking fo you and you are in my prays stay strongs
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3075Debra,It is not long to wait now. My prayers and thoughts are with you. Please keep us posted. Hugs Yvonne
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by leenova54
28 Oct 2011
Thank Yvonne, one week from today, I will be glad when it is over but I am not scared or nervous......YET! I know all will be fine in the end.
132773Debra I will be praying that all goes well with you, you have already proven how strong you are.
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19430Search one friend who makes you laugh your heart ... "
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by leenova54
27 Oct 2011
Most of my friends live miles away but I have been reconnecting with old high school classmates through facebook, our 40 year reunion is next year! Oh my I feel old, lol!
by sewbadly
31 Oct 2011
I could not help but smile at your 40 year reunion comment.
THEN, I did the math and realized my 40th is THIS year.... who is laughing now?
46919I have a theory that we are challenged by these happenings because we are strong enough to overcome them.Have faith in yourself and remain positive.LOLXXX
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by leenova54
27 Oct 2011
Thank you, I have remained positive through all of it, the hardest thing is watching my parents suffer, Mom cries when we talk. Hubby and grown sons take it better. I just know I will be fine no matter what we have to do.
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5762My thoughts are with you and praying for good results for you.
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by leenova54
27 Oct 2011
Thank you, Nov 4th is the day, will post in a few days to tell everyone and then post when I get the biopsy results.
10179I will keep you in my prayers. Please don't let the fear get to you, try to stay positive no matter what. Surgeons can perform miracles with their hands guided by God. Hugs and love, Meganne
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by leenova54
26 Oct 2011
Thank you, I have no fear. It will likely be neg. but if it is pos. then I will do chemo again and whatever my oncologist says.
122864Praying. Keep us updated.
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by leenova54
26 Oct 2011
Thank you, I will. Nov 4th is the surgery, they say only one night stay so we will see.
35675You are in Heavenly Father's hands. My prayers are with you.
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10494Hope your insurance does not make you wait much longer for the "go ahead".
Good thoughts to you.
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by leenova54
23 Oct 2011
Gave up on waiting, surgery will be done on Nov. 4th. Will do a new post in Personal closer to time.
3075Hang tight,
God has you in his hands, never give up.....I had a liver transplant 9 years ago and still enjoying life
hugs
Diamond
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by leenova54
16 Oct 2011
How wonderful, hope you have many many more years. Thanks for the kind words! While I am waiting for the insurance co. to decide I have seen other docs my primary doc sent me to, I have now had 4 docs tell me to get it done. But still want to see what the insurance co. says.
4061Your situation has really struck a chord with me. Please, keep up informed on your progress.
Best wishes.
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by leenova54
16 Oct 2011
Thank you. I had a consult with a new neurologist and he also told me to get the biopsy done. Waiting to see if my insurance says I can get another opinion, it will be the 5th opinion, lol. I know I should just get it done.
3075Debra, I will be praying for you during this difficult time. I pray you will get your second opinion very soon.I know the wating just adds to the stress. Hugs, Judy
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by leenova54
14 Oct 2011
Thank you Judy, today I am having a consult with a neurologist about the seizures I have had since 06.
10530My heart goes out to you....I will be praying for you....Gods blessing and peace
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8647Debra,my thoughts and prayers are with you.May God give you strength. Love and blessings. Stella
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by leenova54
13 Oct 2011
Thank you Stella, it is the waiting that is the worst. Hopefully I will know something soon.
15982Hello, i just want to know if there is a new updated, God bless you!
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by leenova54
12 Oct 2011
My insurance co. said it would take about 3 weeks for the decision of if I can get that second opinion (it would actually be a 3rd opinion since I saw the oncologist and the neurosurgeon).
26714Debra, I pray that you will soon get your second opinion and that all your tests will show only good results. Hugs, Mary
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by leenova54
11 Oct 2011
Thank you Mary, I think that the only way they will find out is to go inside my skull but that makes me nervous.
33871Debra, may you feel God holding you in his arms and giving you strength and discernment. I will keep praying for you and your healing. Hugs, Jerrilyn.;)
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by leenova54
10 Oct 2011
Thank you for the kind words. I am stuck in the waiting game, I don't like that, either do it or don't but let me know what is going to happen. I am anxious about finding out what is going on, sure I don't have cancer in the bones but still, the nagging thoughts.
158718My thoughts are with you and praying for good results for you.
Hugs
Linda aka bumblebee
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37638Dear Debra, I am so sorry to hear this latest about what you are going through. Just hang in there and remember we are all here for you. You are in my thoughts so much. Please keep us in touch. Hugs Sarah.
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by leenova54
09 Oct 2011
Thank you Sarah, just knowing that there are so many people who have never met me but are my friends none the less helps. I have so few real friends. The last time I was in the hospital aside from my parents (my hubby was so sick with bronchitis they wouldn't let him in) I only had one other visitor in the 4 days.
255054You have great peace, and that is good. Heavenly Father knows our needs and he will comfort and guide you through these difficult times.
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10494Oh, my God! I'm glad that you keep your calm ... That's right! Faith
Trust in our God! He will act on you ... "Love is Power"
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by leenova54
08 Oct 2011
Thank you Dilceia. I am just keeping strong and believing it is nothing. I'll get another scan on my skull soon. Hoping the pictures change.
46919After responding to this post yesterday, I got a call from my dear friend, Betsy, stating her cancer has gotten to her brain, also! Several years ago, she had breast cancer. She seemed to have gotten rid of it, and was doing well. Then, she found last year it had metastisized on her spine. Now, after continuous treatments and testings this past year to get rid of it in the spine, they have found cells in the brain. A shunt is planned to be inserted to use for further chemo.
Debra, I prayers will continue for you, as well as Betsy, for the Lord's healing power to you both! I ask for all the Cute prayer warriors to KEEP a prayer vigil going for you two.
I could not sleep last night feeling empathy for Betsy, as she and I both have a handicapped adult child and have shared so much together throughout the past twenty years. Debra, I just wish I could take away the worries from you and her! My prayers will be definitely constant as you battle this monster of a disease!
Angel
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by leenova54
08 Oct 2011
Thank you so much. I am just taking it one day at a time. As far as I know it is not in my brain, just in the skull bone, maybe on a rib and hip but that could be showing spots from fractured ribs and arthritis but we won't know anything for sure for a while, I just want a good second opinion as to if I should let them drill a hole in my skull to biopsy. My oncologist says it is 50/50 as to if there is cancer and I don't think it is. Positive thinker here!
12500No wonder you are having trouble sitting down to embroider.... You have so many other issues you are dealing with. Your messages seem to have a strength and needed calm about them that will only help, in getting through your current ordeal. I don't know how you managed with your lung cancer... but, I found visualization to be helpful in dealing with my cancer... whatever your visualization happens to be. It also made me feel more like I was persoanally doing something to combat that nasty disease. Good wishes from me to you.... and, if need be... get aggressive right back and kick that cancer to the curb.
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by leenova54
07 Oct 2011
Thank you for your kind words. I only cried once in 2 years and that was the day they called and said the word metastasized and hubby was the only one who saw me. I am strong and I am tough and I refuse to give up. I am just waiting to see if I can get the second opinion, my oncologist is sure the insurance co will OK it but they told me it could take up to 3 weeks so I am just in the waiting period yet again.
3075please dont wait to long.my prayers and best wishes are with you.i lost my best friend because she keep taking her health for granted.go for your second opion soon. lov lucy god is good god is great he will deliver you through this, amen
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by leenova54
07 Oct 2011
I get all my scans when the doc sets them up but I have to wait to see if my insurance will OK a second opinion on going to the Cleveland Clinic. It could take up to 3 weeks. I was scheduled to have the biopsy done on Oct 6the but cancelled that to see what another doc thinks about it. Thank you for caring.
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27028my prayers and hugs for you.hope you don't have to wait too long for that second opinion.Thinking of you.
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743321The Lord DOES perform miracles, so hold on to that thought! I agree with checking out second opinions in such a situation as yours! I pray for healing of any malignancies within your body! May God bless you with a special strength and peace of mind as you wait.
Angel
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by leenova54
07 Oct 2011
Yes, miracles do happen, I am waiting for one. Thought this was over 2 years ago but I guess not.
12500May God give you the strength you need as you face the next step. Please be asured of my thoughts and prayers as you prepare yourself for this journey. Love and blessings Chris
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by leenova54
07 Oct 2011
Strength is all I have. So far I have only cried once in the 2 years but I think if someone hugged me I'd break down for sure. Thanks Chris
234505Debra, I will be praying for you - do whatever you can - to get through this time - the CUTE prayers warriors are on your side now. There is nothing that I could say - to help you get over your nervousness - that comes from inside - but trust in the LORD. I am so sorry to hear this and to know that you have been in so much pain, as well. Please update us - when you can. Unconditional Love, Shirlene
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211079Praying for you. It is tough with all the tests and waiting. Hopefully the outcome will be a good one. In the meantime here is a hug. Angie
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by leenova54
07 Oct 2011
Thank you, sometimes a hug is what is needed. Unfortunately my hubby doesn't do hugs but at least he is there for me.
109774Oh goodness. Having the shadow of cancer hanging over you is such a dreadful feeling. I hope that this is a false alarm, and that they find that you have actually gone in to remission and beaten that hideous beast. I would think that it would be in the best interest of the insurance company to allow a 2nd opinion. Sometimes the first one can be too hasty. I pray that God can guide your doctor's hands and minds and let them help you find a way to heal and get on with life. Seems there are so many battling this same type of war, doesn't it? It sure doesn't make it any easier. I wish you the very best. Hang in there!
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by leenova54
07 Oct 2011
Too many people are being stricken with cancer these days. My oncologist and neurosurgeon think this should be done but the oncologist was pleased when I told her I wanted another opinion at the Cleveland Clinic.
by justonlyme
07 Oct 2011
Once you have a second opinion, then you KNOW that you know what needs to be done. Until then, you always will wonder "what if....". I wish you the very best with your health and struggles within!!!
16302Sweetheart, there is so little that anyone can say to reassure you other than that we are all thinking and praying for you. I pray that your insurance co will make a quick decision and that you can get yr 2nd opinion quickly so that whatever decision needs to be taken can be done soon. Gos speed
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16251I will pray for you and your family. God Bless you hon.
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259oh no poor you i will pray but you are tough as you beat this before right???May God be with you hugs carolyn
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by leenova54
06 Oct 2011
Thank you. Well, I haven't beat it, I have many more spots in my lungs and a 50% chance they will do the same thing that the first one did and now if it has spread to the skull it can spread to any bones. I will beat this though, I am too tough to give up!
360663Hope that everything is going to be for the better, May God protect you all the time.
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by leenova54
06 Oct 2011
Thank you, I am sure eventually I will be better. So much going on, broken ribs on both sides, knees hurt and now hips too, it is just overwhelming at times. Today I needed to vent a bit.
26714i'm not good at words, so i will ust pray. i enjoy your comments & posts here.
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17727Will be praying that these will be non-cancerous. Hoping only the best for you.
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by leenova54
06 Oct 2011
Thank you, I am not crazy about letting them drill a hole in my head. My parents are worried sick.
89895Sorry to read this is going on in your life so from reading your other posting I am not surprised that you are not sewing at the moment. Thinking of you
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by leenova54
06 Oct 2011
Thank you. It seems the every day things get in the way and I have too many doc appts. and tests.
115775A BIG hug - I hope that the it did not metastisize but whatever happens remember God holds you in the palm of his hand. My prayers for you and your family.
Much love
Elizabeth
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by leenova54
06 Oct 2011
2 doctors think it has and one says I never had cancer to begin with, some people love him, some say he's a quack, he's being a quack with me.
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