Yes, you would be on a rollercoaster about now - it is not easy - but it is something that you have to deal with - live changes - when you lose a spouse. I am praying for you dear.
Mary, you vent as much as you want. Take each day as it comes. You are never alone with the Cute family.
Sarah.
Mary,
You are NEVER really alone! The easiest way to overcome the feeling, at that moment, is to smile and keep smiling to yourself, as you think of all your many blessings. You have a lot of good times and blessings ahead to enjoy! Smile, and make your hubby and all us cuties smile, too!! You can't see him or us, but WE ARE with you!!
Hugs!!
Angel
When you are in your home everywhere you see you can visualize him being there with you. My mother had us remove many items including my father's favorite chair after he passed away. We eventually moved her to another apartment where she was living and set it up differently. She still had pictures around and talked about him but the change perked her up. Try making some simple changes to your surroundings like some new embroidered pillows in your favorite colors or move a piece of furniture. Lots of Hugs for you ~ things do get better.
Dear Mary - I hear you. I believe you have a purpose for being here with us. I'm so glad we are here to listen for you in your dark hours.
Much love -
Alma.
Mary I am sending you a big hug. Tomorrow will be a better day. With the upcoming holidays it will become hard, but I believe you are strong enough. You have a lot of friends here where you can vent anytime. Hugs Angie
Praying for comfort for you right now! Trust Jesus; He is always with you and will never leave you alone.
I am with you. Today has been bad. I too miss my dad so much, I just sit and cry. We are here for you!!!! Sending hugs to you!!! DeVon