My blood counts are low. I got chemo today, get it again tomorrow and Fri. Fri I get blood too cause my counts are low. Monday I get my shot and Wed blood work but on Wed (5/2) I also at 10:45 an injection and then at 1:45 I get a bone scan and on 5/4 I get a brain and chest scan. On 5/9 at 1:30 see the doctor and start what new treatment she decides is best and on 5/10 and 5/11 I get it too. I tend to lead to the left when I walk and I feel like I will fall over so the brain scan will see if that is caused by the brain tumor. It is all so confusing. I'll let you know if I find out anything from all the scans.
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Wishing you the best... I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.. Suzanne
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111384Good luck to you and hope everything turns out alright. Will be praying for you my dear friend!
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by leenova54
24 Apr 2012
Thank you, she is beautiful and I can use all I can get! Suddenly my diamond wedding rings hubby got me for our 28th Christmas together are missing and I am frantic tearing the house apart and don't feel up to this stress on top of the rest, been in tears, I know they have to be in the house but where????? $1200 and not insured!!!
by leenova54
24 Apr 2012
been in tears, I know they have to be in the house but where????? $1200 and not insured!!!
by mary51
24 Apr 2012
Relax then think where were you last time you saw them, an you'd see your memory bank will bring it back! Have you heard about tapping, i am trying everything I see, go to internet and Youtube they have how to do it, I began doing it a week ago and it is working for me, it is a way to rewiring your mind, I had to fix the car AC they were asking 350 dollars that is a lot of money for me, i took it to another mechanic, did the tapping and it cost 125$ to fix it, i do not know if it was a coincidence but it worked! I am doing it to stop negative thoughs and bring positive to my life, i hope I can go on, You may want to try it, it is very interesting and it does not required any tool, just your finger tips. Hope you can find them, OH one more thing when I have lost a thing I pray to San Aparicio(do not know his name in English) and this really works I have always found the lost item then you give thanks to the Saint and lit a candle.
26714Thinking about you today and praying for you, wondering how you are doing now that this week has arrived! God Bless and Keep you! HUGS, ro
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by leenova54
23 Apr 2012
Thank you. Hectic day and weeks to come. Today my diamond wedding set turned up missing, have tossed the house upside down looking has me frantic. End of my robe today!
by leenova54
23 Apr 2012
Meant rope. Just been one of those weeks, crying off and on over every little thing. Hugs and thanks.
by drro
23 Apr 2012
Oh Dear Debra! I am so sad for you! Tug on that rope and pull yourself back to the beginning! Your ring set will turn up. I lose things and then I just say ok Lord, You are more important and I let go...and then "wha la!" I find them! What is the saying...Let go and Let God? I forget though...thank goodness He reminds me! Just rest in His assurance that He will help you with all things...even the precious bits of this world! You however are very precious, and just think how much He cares for you! God bless! I will check in on you again tomorrow:>) <<<
by drro
23 Apr 2012
...Let go and Let God? I forget though...thank goodness He reminds me! Just rest in His assurance that He will help you with all things...even the precious bits of this world! You however are very precious, and just think how much He cares for you! God bless! I will check in on you again tomorrow:>) <<<
19452Good luck to you and hope everything turns out alright. Will be praying for you. Juanita
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by leenova54
23 Apr 2012
Thanks so much. Tired of it all, too many days filled with nothing but doctor and hospital appts.
26316Hi Deb, I hope after a weekend this are a bit better now. Rest well and know we all think of you and send our huggs to you.
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148928Hugs to you for your continued inspiration to all.
You calendar is all sorted for you. Lots of visits for you.
Take care and lots love Bev
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by leenova54
22 Apr 2012
Thank you! Yes, we keep calendars everywhere and my Mom still calls every couple of days to find out what I am doing. She said she doesn't know how I keep it all straight, neither do I, lol!
7875Dear Debra, I hope that you are having a restful weekend and regaining your strength. Perhaps it will give you a lift to know that my grandaughter donated her beautiful long hair to Locks of Love in honor of you. She said that you are the bravest lady she has ever heard about. Now another child will get a wig because of your courage. Emily and I love our short hair cuts. Even moreso, we love you. We are praying for you at every opportunity. Sending big hugs. Love, Marjorie
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by leenova54
22 Apr 2012
Thank you so much! I will be very busy for the next few weeks till we do all the tests and scans and then find a new mix of chemo to try. Till then I won't know anything. They increased my pain patch dose and that has helped a bit with the spots that are in my spine as long as I don't put pressure on any of the spots. My hip still wants to give out but I am not ready to give up. Still have things to do.
Hugs back to you and your granddaughter! Debra
by leenova54
22 Apr 2012
bevgrift....I imagine they do take greying hair. The won't take dyed or permed hair, I think.
Hugs, Debra
by ksgram1
22 Apr 2012
Yes Bev, they do accept grey hair. It is not used in the wigs but is sold to offset the cost of making the wigs. For more info, do a Google search for Locks of Love. Sorry I don't have the link.
5755Deb, I think of you often. How are your son's doing ? It must be a hard time for them as well.
Bev
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by leenova54
21 Apr 2012
The older one still comes 2 nights a week for work and sometimes asks how things are but I always email to both boys and their ladies what is what. The younger one I think is kind of avoiding the subject all together. I think he is hurting more than he would admit.
67271Deb I hope you have time now to rest until the next chemo and let your body keep back some energy. Wish I could be there to give you a hug or hold your hand while waiting for all your scans...
Thinking of you :o)
Bettina
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by leenova54
21 Apr 2012
Thank you sweetie. They don't hurt or anything, just takes up time and I am beginning to hate going into that building. I hand out little angels to people there and they all seem to like them and sometimes my chemo room is one with 3 people so we chat. There are little TVs in the rooms so we watch most of the time. Sometimes John holds my hand. We will be OK. Went shopping today for a little bit and got some groceries before the cat ran out of food.
Thanks for the hug, one back to you!
33986Hi Debra, I wish my arms could reach in through this computer and give you a real hug.....but for now here is a cyber hug. think of you daily! Take care. Love and hugs Sally
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by leenova54
20 Apr 2012
Thank you very much. Feel so bad that I will be in bed before midnight tonight.
24342((( hugs ))))
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by leenova54
20 Apr 2012
Hugs back at ya, can use all I can get right now but then they make me cry.
10333Sending you my love.
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by leenova54
20 Apr 2012
Thank you, I need all I can get. Feeling pretty sick after today, 2 pints of blood in then a bag of chemo then tried to eat a little bit but that's all I could eat, just a little bit. Can't take anything for feeling sick, they put some in the chemo that you can't take any more for 48 hours and I feel like I will get sick sooner. Hugs, Debra
14227Debra have you look at the info. about noni? I have a fried she is cancer free and she drank 3 onz per day everyday, I made it but it is too sweet, I only drink 1 onz 3onz if you have cancer, 2 of you are free of cancer and 1 for just prevention, I make my own i have 3 trees at home, but I know they sale it in hawaii, that is were my friend got it, i can no sent it to you because agriculture regulation, but you could buy it through this Hawaiian comp. My German neighbord she freezes the pulp, before she goes back to Germany.
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by leenova54
20 Apr 2012
Oh, you told me about this before but I never did check into it, I am so sick of checking into every new thing I hear about and I know this stuff was quite expensive with no trial sizes to see if I would even be able to handle the taste of it.
by joyce500
22 Apr 2012
What is this noni? I have heard that one ounce lemon juice daily will cure some cancers. I fix my husband a glass everyday. I don't know if it is helping or not. Joyce
26714Debra, I just want you to know you are continuously in my thoughts and prayers! All you are dealing with has to be frustrating, dear, and my heart goes out to you! I admire your perseverance, and ask God to supply extra strength for all you face each day!
Hugs and more hugs,
Angel
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by leenova54
20 Apr 2012
Thank you so much. It is frustrating. Today I had to get 2 pints of blood and then the last dose of this chemo. I have 2 weeks coming up with tests and scans and then probably a new mix of chemo to see if we find something that will help. I am sick of being in the hospital and doctors.
12500I know that seems like ages to wait for all the scans, but hang in there. Hopefully all the chemo you are getting is working. Thoughts and prayers go out to you.
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by leenova54
19 Apr 2012
Yes it does seem to take forever waiting for the scans to be done and then to get the results takes even longer!
13250Debra, I have been thinking about you and realised I dont tihnk I have seen anything from you. Hope there is some good news with all that is going on with treatments and scans
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by leenova54
19 Apr 2012
Thanks, I don't do my own posts till I have something to pass along but I am looking through the posts and getting designs too in the mean time.
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119791Sendiny you hugs DeVon
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by leenova54
19 Apr 2012
Thank you, in much need of hugs, prayers, best wishes, all you have to spare!
72397a very big hug for you, you are in my prayers and thoughts.
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743311Hang in there. We're praying for you, and your care team.
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11860Hello, Debra. Thank you for the update. I have been keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that God will stretch His Healing Hands over you and heal you. May He bless you and make you well again. XOXOXOXO *******
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21543Dear Debra, thanks for the update, xox and sending
a big bunch of positive energy your way to load up.
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20463Thank you for the updated. I am offering a Novena to St. Jude to you Hope feel better.
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26714Oh! my dear Debbie, you are going through so much. Your poor body must be sick of all the invasive treatment. I see you are not feeling well with it all and I pray that that feeling will subside once you are finished with the chemo etc. My thoughts are with you love and blessings Chris
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by leenova54
19 Apr 2012
Thank you Chris, my body is very tired. I finish this chemo tomorrow but start a new kind on the 9th of May and have no idea what it will do to my body.
234501Hank in there Debra. Will be thinking of you.
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by leenova54
19 Apr 2012
Thank you, hanging in there is the best I can do and all the prayers from cuties help!
29801Debra, I'm so sorry you are having to go through so much. Will always be praying for you and your family. Hugs, Judy
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10530Be strong, dear Debra! We all love and hug you, and pray for you.
Lidia
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by leenova54
19 Apr 2012
I do my best with all of you around me and hubby is there every step of the way.
78119Debra, you are so kind to update us on what is going on - you have so much going on - all the appointments and the discomfort that you have to deal with - because of the treatment and procedures. I admire your strength and positive attitude. I will continually be praying for you and your hubby.
I know you have a dream - I do want you to work towards that and might it happen for you this summer.
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by leenova54
19 Apr 2012
Shirlene, this site keeps me sane at times! Just scrolling and reading keep me going!
211079Dear Debra, Thank you for providing us with the update. I have been thinking of you and wondering how you were doing. I keep you in my thoughts and prayers every day. Keep in touch with us and let us know your test results. Hugs, Mary
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by leenova54
19 Apr 2012
Keeping you all updated helps keep it up in my mind too! Thanks for the prayer and hugs!
33871Dear Debra, you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
I hope you feel better soon. Love and hugs, Yoriko.
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88650I would be exhausted trying to keep up with all those appointments. Those treatment can sure zap the energy right out of you. Hope the new blood on Friday will perk you up. Hugs.
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by leenova54
19 Apr 2012
My Mom doesn't know how I keep up with it all, she calls almost every day to see what I do that day. Hugs back.
89895Thank you Debra for letting us know what is going on. My thoughts and love are with you. Please keep strong. Big hugs for a very special lady. Sarah.
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255054You are moving forward and that is good! Hang in there! Hope you feel better soon! LLDS!
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by leenova54
19 Apr 2012
Thank you, I have been very sick to my stomach and headaches and walking crooked. Not doing too well.
173695Prayers and hugs. You are a very strong person. You deserve lifes best.
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by sewbadly
19 Apr 2012
Wow. You are the master of the classic understatement.
Hang tough and feel the Cutie love.
10494It's good to see your update Debra. I hope your treatment will not be too hard and your tests will be good news.
Cathy
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by bowlds
19 Apr 2012
I know,I can feel it in your words. I'm sure you are going thru a very difficult and scary time. I know that feeling in the pit of your stomach everytime the dr.s tell you something you weren't expecting. Hugs..Cathy
29237I want you to know you are in my prayers. I know it's tough but hang in there. God will give you the grace to make it through all this. As a nurse I have seen much in my years, some I understood, some I didn't but I know the strongwilled get through it. YOU WILL GET THROUGH IT.!! Much love/Lillian
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by leenova54
18 Apr 2012
Thank you Lillian, I know God is looking after me. I posted about my cousin's husband having cancer in his brain and doesn't have long, we saw each other at the doctor! He is being strong and wants her to stop babying him and she is being strong and knows he doesn't have long. With radiation maybe 14 months, without, maybe 2.
Debra
145791Dear Diana! I have been in here almost every day looking to see how you are! I am praying for you...all the time!! And I will keep on doing it!!Dear Diana! God Bless you!!! Hugs across the airwaves and prayers to heaven to our dear Lord just for you!
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by leenova54
18 Apr 2012
Thank you dear, I am Debra, not Diana, not to fear, I am fine and being strong but have a lot to go through and the will to fight it, I worry for others though.
Debra
by drro
19 Apr 2012
so sorry. It was so late last night and I realized it after I submitted it:>) You are a darling Debra!!
by leenova54
20 Apr 2012
No worry dear, we all get things mixed up a bit now and then. I have got to start turning off my computer earlier than 2 a.m. I am due at the hospital for blood infusion in 7 hours and here I sit again.
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