by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

Hi Cuties, I just wanted to stop in and tell you all hello and thank you again for all your support and prayers. Benny has been gone now for 5 months, and it has been tough. I'm visiting my Mom and Dad in Indiana now. It feels good to be here as I can them, and there is nothing like a Mom and Dad hug. My daughter and granddaughter were able to go visit Brown County state park, and that was especially nice. I am doing a little better every day, and really appreciate all your prayers and concern! I'm missing my sewing/embroidery machine, and when I get home, I'm going to dust it off and really get busy <3 Hugs to everyone, Jan

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by dailylaundry 22 Oct 2014

Jan, I am so happy you have a chance to visit your folks - I am sure it helps both you and them!! Every day is probably like a climb up a huge hill - but, that hill will begin to get less steep. Going back to sewing and embroidery is a good step for you!! Loads of hugs, Laura*

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by gerryb 22 Oct 2014

Glad you are able to visit with family. Of course Ben will always be a huge part of your life, both in heart & memory. You're doing good moving along...hang in there & know there are prayers being said for you & your family! How's your hubby doing? I hope he's doing ok too.

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by lbrow 22 Oct 2014

There's nothing in this world that can take the place of a loving family when we are sore in heart. lad to hear you are with them. I know the hurt and I also know in time it will be more bearable. I can say this for I too, have buried a husband. God Bless and keep you Jan, stay as busy as you can/Lillian

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by Shisha 20 Oct 2014

Thank you so much for popping in to let us all know how u r doing! Just a reminder to u - we are still keeping you all in our thots and prayers! :)

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 21 Oct 2014

Thank you, Shisha

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by justsew 20 Oct 2014

It is good to hear you are fulfilling your life with love and family. I hope you make some amazing stuff when you get back. I pray. for you and your family . you are well blessed.
Hugs Pam.

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 21 Oct 2014

Thanks, Pam

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by cfidl 20 Oct 2014

It is so good to hear from you! I will see you soon, as Christie is arriving in just 2 weeks! We will be in touch!

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 21 Oct 2014

I get home on the 25th, thanks, Christine

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by devon 19 Oct 2014

Still sending you hugs and prayers. Devon

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 20 Oct 2014

Thank you, Devon

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by jrob Moderator 19 Oct 2014

What a great picture Jan and though tears are still close to the surface, smiles are, too. Many prayers for all of you and lots of Cutie hugs!

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 20 Oct 2014

Thanks so much, jrob

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by rescuer Moderator 19 Oct 2014

I am glad you have your parents to help you and hug you. You and yours remain in our prayers. The boys send hugs too.

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 20 Oct 2014

Hugs back to you and boys, rescuer!

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by crafter2243 Moderator 19 Oct 2014

Thanks for stopping by and let us know how you are doing. I have been thinking about you a lot and I am glad you are visiting with your Mom and Dad. Enjoy.
Hugs

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

Thank you so very much.

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by graceandham 19 Oct 2014

Sounds like you are taking good care of yourself. As my friend Sheila would say to me, why you're just a baby at being a widow. It will get better! Glad you want to sew again, could be a big part of the "therapy." (My therapies were Wheelbarrow Therapy and Steinway Therapy, neither inexpensive!)

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

Thanks for making me feel better.

graceandham by graceandham 19 Oct 2014

Oops! I talked before I thought. Benny was your son in that wonderful pic walking the woods. He's a huge loss. I apologize.

hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 20 Oct 2014

Don't feel bad, i'm sure it's quite similar to losing a husband.

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by sdrise 19 Oct 2014

Good to hear you are doign a bit better. Sewing mends the soul too. I agree nothing like a mom and dad hug....Suzanne

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

Nothing else like those hugs..

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by noah 19 Oct 2014

So happy your doing ok .It is a hard road your on .Prayers and big hugs Carolyn

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

Thank you, Carolyn

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by Leaha 19 Oct 2014

On the minds, in the hearts and prayers of all on here. As you know know there is nothing like a Mother's or a Dad's hug to help you through. I hope you can absorb all you need and just relax being theirs while you are there. Take care 'ASAP along with FROG' to you. :-)
'Always saying a Prayer' 'Forever Relying on God'.

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

Thank you so much, Leaha

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by sewilso 19 Oct 2014

Sending hugs too Jan. Hope you had a nice time in IN. There is no place like home.

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

There is no place like home, thanks,

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by pennifold 19 Oct 2014

Hi Jan, I am so happy that you are visiting your parents in Indiana. I pray for you guys every night. I know once you get back home and get that sewing machine out there will be no stopping you. Love Chris

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

We still really need those prayers. Tears are never far from my eyes. Thank you, Chris

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by anangel 19 Oct 2014

Hi, Jan! I think about you often, and praying still for a special strength for you each day. I empathize, and can imagine how tough it is for you. You are truly enjoying your "mom and dad", I'm sure, and a much needed change of scene, too! Sending lot of loving cyber hugs to you!!
Angel

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

Angel, I know you understand the love we have for our special children, no matter how grown up they may be, thanks for your prayers and love, Jan

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by lyns 19 Oct 2014

Hugs to you too Jan. xx

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

Thank you, lyns

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by 02kar Moderator 19 Oct 2014

It is so hard to make a new life after the death of a loved one. I'm so glad you are spending time with loved ones. It helps the healing process. Welcome back to the stitching world and to Cute

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

Thank you, Karen.

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by pldc 19 Oct 2014

I agree with Yoriko, sewing is great therapy lol ~hugs~

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

It is good therapy for me too, hugs, Jan

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by katydid 19 Oct 2014

Beautiful photo. Thanks for posting. Kay

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

Thank you, Kay

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by manami 19 Oct 2014

Dear Jan, I think about you often, and pray for you. It is a good idea to get busy with your sewing and embroidery machine, I'm sure they will help you to go through this sad time in your life. Hugs and love, Yoriko

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

Thank you, Yoriko

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by dragonflyer 19 Oct 2014

So glad you are with your Mom and Dad and all...love the picture of the three of you, too!

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hightechgrammy by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

Thank you so much!

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by hightechgrammy 19 Oct 2014

Here is a "selfie" of Me, Emily and Lana having our day together :-)

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sebsews by sebsews 19 Oct 2014

Oh I am so pleased you posted. I often think about you. Love to hear about the sewing and embroidery. That is a beautiful picture! Hugs, Suzanna

pldc by pldc 19 Oct 2014

a wonderful photo Jan! In my thoughts & prayers. ~hugs Loralye~

anangel by anangel 19 Oct 2014

Three gorgeous ladies!! Great picture of y'all!!
Angel

pennifold by pennifold 19 Oct 2014

Beautiful picture of you all. Enjoy your time away visiting your parents. Love Chris

Leaha by Leaha 19 Oct 2014

Beautiful! :-)

crafter2243 by crafter2243 19 Oct 2014

Love your picture.

devon by devon 19 Oct 2014

Great photo

katmug by katmug 19 Oct 2014

:D :D :D The photo makes me smile! You are such an amazing person !!! All who know you must be very lucky !!! Take care !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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