hardly seems enough.
In fact saying thanks to all my Cute family hardly seems enough but I do hope you will forgive me if I don't reply to each message as I am suddenly feeling extremely worn out.
It has been one hellova tough day, and the only way I have managed to hold it together was to come here tonight and read all the beautiful, encouraging words of support and feel the love from my Cute family.
To top it off a phone confab with Pauline and planning spending some time together on Tuesday has helped make this day bearable.
When I tell you that Ray's wife died of cancer, I hope you will understand why I am trying to be extra strong and not let him see just how worried i am, this is even tougher on him that it is on me and i hate being the cause of his anxiety, this is not how I wanted our life together to be.
I guess the Master has his reasons, though why he would subject this beautiful man to such pain and anguish not once, but twice, is more than i can comprehend.
Please forgive me, but it's been a big day, only the first of many, over the next weeks, with multiple medical appointments.
I am very tired so may have an early night in bed.
Hugs n roses to one and all, my very dear Cute family, Meganne
hugs n blessings and hoping the best for your daughter, Meg
Love & God Bless you & your Ray.
Love minicow
I'm sorry I haven't had time to do those little designs for you yet, I hope you aren't in a hurry for them for Christmas. I'm finding it hard to organise myself and concentrate on what i need to do just now. Maybe it will be therapy after my OP.
Email me if you need them urgently though and I will squeeze them in.
hugs n roses, M
Ray has been blessed Meg... not cursed... he has been blessed with not one but TWO lovely wives to share what time he has on earth with... so many people go through this world alone, but GOD knew Ray could not... so He brought You into his life after the passing of his last... I am NOT even remotely thinking you won't beat this thing Meg... You're a stubborn tough cookie sister... and nothing, not cancer, not sickness, not disease, will take you until GOD says it's time... So, I want you to live what time you have left, as we all should... heck, I could be hit by a bus on the way to work this morning... but live your life as though you are praising GOD for ALL things.
I praise GOD he has given you Ray. I praise GOD that you have been given a wonderful, encouraging family (online and off) to love on you, support you, hug you, kiss you, comfort you... I praise GOD that He has given you life Meganne! Life... :-) So precious of a word... and WE will all get through this cancer together... I may not be able to be there physically, but I am there in Spirit... And I am there holding your hand, hugging you tightly and kicking you butt to NOT let Satan ruin your precious day or show you that your time on earth is all about cancer (that comes straight from the pit of hell anyway).
Today Meganne, I celebrate... I celebrate YOU and YOUR life... because I can praise GOD that He is incontrol of your body, your marriage and your life... no one else... Satan may think he is, but he is not. And I celebrate the fact YOU WILL BEAT THIS!!!! You are the top and not the bottom, you are above and not below... you are the head and not the tail... you are MORE than a conquerer...
Again, I am there with you... I have survived a disease that was supposed to kill me twice... and I'm 6' tall, (so not tell you my weight), alive and well and ready to stand and fight with you my friend. I have the strengh and power of the LORD and will fight this battle with you in prayer.
Yesterday was my first day coming to terms with the news that i think i already knew was coming.
Still, suspecting and being told, are not the same and when it happens, it feels like a trapdoor has opened and there's a bottomless, big black void that is trying to swallow me up and sap my very spirit.
Your beautiful words have just showed me the light that will lift me high out of harms way.
I cannot thank you enough for helping me find my way back into God's light.
hugs n roses, always, Meg
hugs n roses, M
hugs n roses, M
I'm looking forward to Tuesday, hugs n roses, M