well ladies i have a answer after about two months of going from docter to docter i had to travel over 4 hours to get a answer that the docs here should have been able to tell me but could not i have a very very bad infection in my colon and i have bleeding hemorrhoids when the doc here tested me for that he had me flat on my side and thats why he did not see them in any test the doc there says you have to have your bed at a 45degree angle otherwise the hemorrhoids sink back in to your skin when he tipped the head of my bed up there they were and bleeding but he is not able to take care of them as of yet we have to get rid of the infection first and the only way to do that is to go on a no carb diet that means NO flour,sugar,butters,oils other then olive oil NO starch,no prepared foods no box,bag or frozzen foods other then veggies NOTHING that has been prepared for resale that is not fresh off the farm i love fish but it can only be wild not farm raised as with all meat fresh not changed in any way to re sell no fructose thats in almost all foods but the good newsMY BELLY FILLS BETTER AND THE BLEEDING HAS STOPED the only way to get rid of the infection is to starve it and that means no carbs because that is what makes it grow and that is why i have been getting sicker and sicker because of all thew carbs i have been eating after 4 weeks if the infection is gone then he can deal with the hemorrhoids but not till that point and if all is well then i can try to re introduce one food at a time back in to my deit and if i get sick then i can no longer eat that food ever so this will be a long process but i have my answer and i now have a plan of action and thats all i needed to get through this THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE SAID KEEP THE FAITH AS GOD WILL HELP IN HIS WAY AND TIME AND HE DID WITH ALL THE PRAYERS FROM YOU ALL thank you more then i can say i am on the up hill now that is all that matters GOD BLESS ALL YOU CUTIES love mary