TESTES COMING UP.I AM SO SCARED.I DONT WONT TO LOSE HIM,I AM SO SELFISH I WONT TO KEEP HIM FOR EVER AND EVER,I WONT TO GO BEFORE HIM,,I HAVE NEVER BEEN ALONT,I HAVE NEVER DEPENDED ON MYSELF .I WENT FROM MOM AND DADA HOUSE TO OUR HOUSE, I DONT WORK ALWAYS BEEN A HOUSE WIFE,,I AM SO SCARED AND VERY DEPRESSED. I PRAY ALL THE TESTES WILL BE WRONG. AND ITS JUST A BAD DREAM...PLEASE PRAY FOR US, I NEED TO SLEEP, I THINK ABOUT IT ALL NIGHT AND IT CONSUMES ME WITH SELF PITTY..I WONT TO SLEEP NORMALEY,I THEN THINK I CAN BE STRONG FOR HIM,,HE WILL NEED ME TO BE STRONG,,PLEASE PRAY FOR HEALTH, SLEEP AND A MERICAL....LOVE LUCY GOD BLESS
and we have been given good drs. so there is alwayshope
AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVER YOU BOTH
WE ARE HERE FOR YOU XX
LOTS OF LOVE FROM LONDON
MOOIE XXX
Helen
Keep us all posted as to your daily needs and what you find out. I just really feel that this will not be nearly as bad as you are feeling right now. Stay strong in your faith, dear one.
In Him,
Diane
SO PLEASE DONT GET YOURSELF SICK WITH WORRY AS WELL.
HE NEEDS YOUR STRENGHT.MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU.
GOD'S WILL, IS GOD'S WILL AND HE IS ASKING YOU TO STEP UP TO THE PLATE AND SHOW YOUR FAITH.
HE IS ASKING YOU TO SHOW THE INNER STRENGTH THAT IS IN ALL OF US.
YOU MUST NOT DWELL IN SELF PITY, FOR IF YOU DO, YOU ARE SURELY LETTING THE DEVIL DO HIS WORK THROUGH YOU AND YOU CANNOT SERVE TWO MASTERS.
THROW A TANTRUM IF YOU MUST, BUT THEN GET OVER IT AND STAND UP AND FIGHT LIKE THE CHILD OF GOD THAT YOU ARE, FOR IF YOU COWER LIKE AN ANIMAL YOU WILL SURELY BE KICKED WHILE YOU ARE DOWN AND THE DEVIL WILL WIN.
I AM SENDING A SPECIAL ANGEL TO HELP YOU THROUGH THIS TIME, SHE WAS SENT TO ME MANY, MANY, YEARS AGO AS A SPECIAL GUARDIAN ANGEL, AND ALTHOUGH SOME PEOPLE USE HER UNWISELY, I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED SHE IS VERY SPECIAL AND HAS ALWAYS TAKEN MY MESSAGES TO GOD THROUGH THE INNOCENCE OF A CHILD.
I WILL PRAY FOR YOUR HUSBAND, YOUR LIFE PARTNER, TO RECEIVE HEALING ENERGY AND TO STAY WITH YOU.
BUT YOU MUST ALSO "BELIEVE" AND BE STRONG BECAUSE YOU ARE "NOT" ALONE!
DEATH OF OUR LOVED ONES IS SOMETHING "NONE" OF US IS SPARED, IT IS PART OF LIFE AND WE MUST ACCEPT GOD'S WILL THAT HE HAS A PLACE FOR US IN HEAVEN.
A FAR BETTER PLACE, FREE OF PAIN AND SUFFERING, FREE OF HUNGER AND COLD, FREE OF BITTERNESS, CRUELTY AND WARS, FREE OF FEAR AND SORROW, GREED AND JEALOUSY, FREE OF ALL THE AFFLICTIONS THAT BEFALL US MERE MORTALS HERE ON EARTH.
I TRULY BELIEVE MY SOUL LIVES ON AND I AM NO LONGER AFRAID OF DYING, I AM NO LONGER AFRAID OF ANYTHING THAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME HERE ON EARTH BECAUSE I ACCEPT THAT GOD'S PLAN FOR ME IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYTHING I PLAN FOR MYSELF.
IT TOOK MY BATTLE WITH BREAST CANCER TO TEACH ME TO ACCEPT GOD'S WILL AND IT GAVE ME AN INNER PEACE I HAD NEVER KNOWN.
NOW I AM HERE TO HELP YOU BE STRONG AND REMEMBER, YOU TOO ARE A CHILD OF GOD, YOU MUST HAVE FAITH AS THIS IS HIS TEST OF YOUR FAITH.
DO NOT GIVE IN NOW LUCY, YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT!!
HUGS AND LOVE, MEGANNE
HUGS CLAUDE
KEEP STRONG AND BELEIVE.
MEGANNE IS RIGHT IN EACH WORDS.
PRINT THE PHOTO OF THE ANGEL SHE GAVE YOU AND KEEP IT WITH YOU OR FIX IT SOMEWHERE YOU CAN SEE IT ALL THE TIME AND WHEN YOU FEEL DOWN, LOOK AT IT AND REMEMBER WHAT SHE SAID AND YOU WILL BE STRONG FOR YOUR HUSBAND.
WE ARE HERE FOR YOU,
LOVE
CATHIE
it's not the same to talk about something like this hard times you have now and to be in the midths of it.
Try to chnage you view from: the glass is half empty to the glass is stil half full! Believe me it's a big secret. In romans the bible says that everything - means everything!- is for the good if the children of God. Say this sometimes to yourself and o your husband. My favourite saying to myself is:
God comes latest at the right time.
I need this verse as my husband had heavy haert attack and was completly out of order for six monthes after the operation. But now I can say - it worked! Don't carry your beloved on your shoulders, carry him with your heart. If Jesus is in your heart - so he will carry him. Believe only with your mind firt by decision, you will see - it will go down to your heart which mean feelings. It's o.k. to be weak for a while and complain an feel fear and ask why - Jesus did the same before he went to the cross. But after a while - take a breath, do something what yo really like, may be embroidery?? may be sewing, phoning somone, going swimming whatever.
Be there for your husband but don't point your view too much on the desease - put it on the hope and view after a succesful treatment.
Anyway there is beeing a solution for you prepared in heaven right now.
I will pray for you both to stand on the rock of the hope and eternal love. As i read many of cuties do this - so the bible says if one or two agree to ask for something it will happen. Believe in that! Speak to God what he promised you.
I pray for a bi portion of strenght and courage.
Baerbel from Germany
P.S.: In that hard times I had, I started more to embroider. I pleased some friends with towels, pillows and so on. They started to ask me for buying that and give away for their friends - so I have a small income now - think about your skills! You have! All of us have skills. Also worth to pray for it.
My brother had a horrible head injury, it took ten years to heal, very long time to suffer, but god brought him through it with faith and perseverance and prayers. You can do it!
patti dort
dawsonville, ga USA
I will be praying for you.
Lenamae
MAY THE LOVE OF GOD STRENGHTHEN YOU AT THIS TIME OF NEED. HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU AND I KNOW THAT HE LISTENS TO AND ANSWERS THE PRAYERS OF THE FAITHFUL.
THERE ARE SO MANY OF US ON HERE WHO ARE PRAYING FOR YOU AND HUBBY. DON'T DWELL ON WHAT HAS NOT HAPPENED AS YET, BELIEVE THAT THIS IS JUST A TRIAL TEST AND THAT HE WILL COME THROUGH THIS WITH FLYING COLOURS. THERE IS NO GOOD IN DWELLING ON THE UNKOWN ADN DON'T GET DEPRESSED. MEG'S RIGHT WHEN YOU DO THAT THE DEVIL SLIDES IN AND FILLS YOUR HEAD WITH HIS "STUFF".
I PRAY THAT YOU WILL HAVE RESTFUL, PEACEFUL, REFRESHING SLEEP - PRAY FOR HIM EVERYTIME YOU PUT YOUR HEAD ON YOUR PILLOW BEFORE YOU GO TO SLEEP - I DO MOST OF MY HARDEST PRAYING AT THAT TIME. I KNOW YOU ARE SCARED, I TOO WENT FROM MY PARENTS HOME STRAIGHT TO THE MARRIED HOME AND HAVE ALWAYS RELIED ON TREVOR FOR EVERYTHING.
I PRAY THAT YOU WILL FIND THE STRENGTH TO BE A "ROCK OF SALVATION" FOR HIM, JUST LET GO AND HAND OVER ALL YOUR WORRIES AND FEARS AND LAY IT AT THE FOOT OF THE CROSS.
LOVE AND BLESSINGS TO YOU DEAR LUCY LOVE CHRIS