Dear cuties, I been away for several weeks now, first one of my son's best friend 41 years old, died from illness related to alcohol drinking, my son came to Houston to be with him for his last two days. This was very hard on me since him and his brother were almost raised by me, his mother died when he was about 14, same reason, later on his father, when he was about 30, alcohol also.I guess all this had take a toll on my health and been sick since then...now my exhusband, not a good husband but a great friend and father of my children is in his death bed... so much going on. I am so happy that looking back I can see only on set of footprints, could not do it on my own.Hugs to all.