I just received a package from outside the US, the envelope didn't give enough info for even hubby to figure it out, the note enclosed wasn't signed either but it is a stuffed heart with beautiful red embroidery on the front and on the back it says, "To Debra with love from a Cutie". I am in tears, so many of you have shown me so much love in my time of...of what? I can't describe what I am feeling. Cancer is not fun but I am trying hard not to let it get me down. I just want all you wonderful people to know just how much I so appreciate that you care about me though we have never met. I have already told my husband and my friend that she gets all the embroidery things I have so she can learn to do it and this site will be listed as the place for her to come and learn the things you have all taught me during the past 2 years. I am going to Cleveland Clinic on Dec. 20th to see what they think and we may see if my insurance will let me go to the Cancer Treatment Centers of America if Cleveland doesn't have anything helpful. Since it is in so many of my bones I don't know what they will do. I talked to God and it is His decision, I only hope his plan for me is what I would like it to be. OK, no more tears but to the wonderful person who surprised me with the heart, thank you!