Almost 4 months since my hubby left me. I had my first Easter dinner at my parents' house since I was 17. My brother came in his pick-up truck and then drove my car since I can't climb into the truck. I wasn't feeling very well and my brother still had things to do so we didn't stay long and it is hard to be around our dad too long but it was nice enough. I am doing fairly well without my husband for the most part but I don't want to stay in this house much longer and I can't do much to clean or get rid of stuff, still using the walker both in the house and out so I don't know how to clean it out when I can't move or carry anything or go up and down the steps but I am really hoping to have things cleared by summer to put it for sale maybe partially furnished including all the new (less than 2 years old) kitchen appliances and washer and dryer and water softener, bedroom outfit and kitchen table set. My computer keeps crashing so I turned it off for a while rather than be frustrated. My parents have gotten me to and from this 2nd session of radiation but it didn't seem to help much either. I will see the oncologist on the 15th and see what the next course will be. Thank you all for caring and I'm sorry if I don't respond since the computer is a pain and I don't feel so great. I did get the innovations pillow that Chris (pennifold) recommended but got it on ebay for 1/2 the price. My head and top still gets sweaty but the pillow is kind of hard and heavy and my neck hurts if I use it all night. Hugs to everyone and I am so sorry for all of you who also have posted the loss of loved ones (through death and divorce) and illnesses and troubles.