<<< more >>> The brain fog and fatigue have been chronic, and I've spent the last few weeks (has it really been so long), either sleeping or walking around in a complete stupor. Days, even weeks, have just blended into each other. I haven't checked-up on you beautiful people even once, I just couldn't even face looking at the computer. The medics are trying to work out what's wrong, and are trying to come up with a diagnosis. So far everything seems to be *normal* - which is saying something for me, I've never been normal in my life, haha! (wow, my sense of humor returned!) I have to go to hospital on Monday for some more tests, but I'm not expecting them to show anything serious or life threatening, and I seem to have made a bit of an improvement over the last few days, I think, so hopefully I'm on the mend. It's taken me more than an hour to write this, and it's all I can manage today, but I will try to *talk* on a regular basis from now on. Thank you so very much for your love, kind thoughts, prayers and concern, it all means so much to me, I'm crying here thinking about you being so kind and loving, and sorry again to have put you through all this. I'll try and keep in touch on a regular basis, and please know that even though I haven't spoken to you recently, I've missed you, and still love you all very much, thank you so much my special friends. Thanks especially to jrob and Veronika. P.S. My DH has just okayed this as ready to send – he’s my proof-reader at the moment!!!

Hi Ruthie i knew could bring the smiles back and i have the biggest one now just knowing you are there and knowing how many smiles will be on many peoples faces when they to see you here. I wish we could wipe your tears and give you some smiles. love you and love seeing your pretty pink lady pop up again.

I didn't know you would be posting that quickly...we wrote at the same time. I can't tell you how many posts included you and how much we missed you. I am praying for you and your recovery and hopefully a diagnosis that will just be a temporary and passing thing. Much, Much, love.Jrob

Thanks everyone, love you all, hugs and flowers - it's good to be back, even if only part-time.

Ruthie, I have missed your sense of humor and your sweet sunhat lady, a lot. Isn't it wonderful to have such wonderful "family" at this site!!!! You take care and get to feeling like your self again. We do miss you and love you and pray for your health! Take care of yourself and thanks to your "proofer" for helping you let us know how you are. *4U Sue

So happy to see you here! It's so frustrating have tests come back normal, when we know "this is not normal"! Hopefully something will come to light with the additional testing. Take care of yourself & trust in the Lord. Hugs & blessings!

Glad to see your smiling avatar again, we missed you dearly. Hope all goes well with the tests and wish you speedy recovery. Hugs and flowers!

hope the medics get to the bottom of what is wrong and get you back on the road to a full recovery soon big bunch* 4u Jo

ruthie, dear one - you take care of yourself - if there was a way to have reached you before - it would have been done - I know that our prayers will be with you - through this period of time and you should gain some strength in knowing that you are loved by many around the world - keep in touch - as you can. Love and laughter, Shirlene *4U

So wonderful to see you back here and so, so sorry you have been feeling so terrible. We all wish you the very best, that you will be feeling better really soon, and the doctors can find something that they can fix! It is so frustrating when you fell so lousy and they keep telling you they can't see anything wrong, but you know something really is bad. Lots of Love from Lois

Great to see you again. Hope you feel better soon.Hugs *4u

Wisging you well Ruthie

Dear Ruthie you have been missed so much. You are an important part of our Cute World. I love you so much. Flower and XoXo

Welcome back, ruthie. You have been sorely missed as you can see. It is lovely to see your happy avatar popping up again. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. Hope the tests prove successful. ****************'s 4U

Ruthie, I am so glad to hear from you! I will pray that all of your tests are negative, and that you will feel like your old self soon. You are such a vital part of our Cute family! Love and God bless,...Barb

So wonderful to hear from you again - you have made many many people smile today, knowing you are OK. Hugs and prayers from me too :)

Oh ruthie it is so good to have you back even if for a little while. would you please email me My addy is on my profile lots of *******for you

Ruthie - it is so good to have you back amongst us. We have missed you, and hope you soon feel like your former self, and can be with us more. Have a good day, Sweetie.

You will be in our prayers that is for sure.........

Hope all improves for you .You are in all our (Cute friends)throughts

Hello ruthie, it was good to hear from u . Just say hello once n a while. Praying you'll soon b right as rain again 4U

Ruthie , It is so good to see your sweet doll face when I checked in. I know how hard it is to have test and not find anything but hopefully the next test will be more helpful. Come back when you feel up to it. A flower for you.

Good to see you around, I was wondering what had happenned to you. Wish you well and hope to see you around to at least say Hi! every once in a while. * 4 U

Hi, Sweetie, you are in my prayer. I am so sorry to hear about the brain fog. I trust God it is nothing serious. Take care and talk again when you can. Have Hubby drop us a line to let us know how you are doing, if you are not up to it. God Bless, Freida A

So sorry to hear that you've been feeling poorly! Liam, the twins and I send you lots of love, hugs and baby kisses in the hopes that you will be back to "normal" soon.

It's wonderful to see your pic here at last, we were all so worried about you. Whatever the problem is I hope the quacks will get to the bottom of it soon and be able to help you. Please take care, winter is depressing enough without being sick too. hugs and roses friend, M

Yes, it is wonderful to see you back, albeit briefly. I hope you don't take too long to get back to your 'normal' self again. All the best with your tests. *4U

ruthie, I will have you in my prayers that all goes well with the tests, yes please pop in occassionally just to let us know you are doing ok. BIG Hugs to you sweetie.

My dear Ruthie,
Sounds like to had a very hard time, I wish I could put my arms around you neck and give to a big hug. I pray that the Dr's will found out what is going on with you. I know it's no fun having test come back with no answer. It's very dishearting.
Please! take care of yourself. and here is alot of hugs and love coming your way. Your cute friend , Brenda of Webb City, Mo. USA.

My dear Ruthie,
Sounds like to had a very hard time, I wish I could put my arms around you neck and give to a big hug. I pray that the Dr's will found out what is going on with you. I know it's no fun having test come back with no answer. It's very dishearting.
Please! take care of yourself. and here is alot of hugs and love coming your way. Your cute friend , Brenda of Webb City, Mo. USA.

One day at a time ruthie, so glad to see you back on line, missed seeing that cutie face of yours...do take care and best always ... *4U

Oh what joy to my tired body after the long trip to the city(Downtown) 2.5 hours there and same back plus shopping etc. turned on puter to cute embroidery alpha and your face was looking back. Please ask DH to send email or measage to us worry worts. we are all praying for you good health. *4u

Oh Ruthie, we did miss you so much. So glad to hear from you. Pray that you continue to get better. Looking forward to your next visit! :)