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by colmom 19 May 2014 ( edited May 22'14 06:12 )
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For all who know and love hightechgrammy: I'm sorry to report that Jan's son, Ben, left this earth last night to be with his Heavenly Father.

Ben touched the lives and hearts of many in this world. I will miss him greatly. But I'm trusting that memories will get me through the sad times.

I'll smile whenever I hear or sing "It's A Small World", "When I'm 64" or "Yellow Submarine"

Please join me in sending hugs, love and prayers to Jan.

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by jrob 19 May 2014
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God be with her. A woman or a man who loose their spouse is called a widow. A child who loses his/her parent is called an orphan, but there is no word for a mother who loses her child because it must be an unspeakable grief so great that it can't be named. I pray that God's grace and love carry her through this earthly farewell. Ben is happy, healthy, whole and singing ~ I hope he's doing a duet with John Lennon! I love you Jan and I'm so sorry for your broken heart.
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by gdsteliga 19 May 2014
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My thoughts and prayers are with her and family this day. May God comfort and keep them in his loving arms.

Doreen
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by crosses 19 May 2014
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My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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by tilde01 19 May 2014
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Condolences to hightechgrammy, her family and friends and you on the loss of Ben,. It's always hard to loss someone, but especially hard when it's your child. Hugs to all.
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by pennifold 19 May 2014
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Only just found out about this on our sewing forum from Grace - I'm absolutely heartbroken for Jan and the rest of the family. I also pray that our love for Jan can be felt through all the messages of love and support which she will receive. As Jerrilyn has written - nothing can heal the pain of losing your child. Jan has been such a tower of strength and I've gotten to know a lot about her over the last 4-5 years. Her love for her fellow man and her deep faith is tangible. Of course her great care and support for Ben and the Kool Kids goes without saying. Ben will be dancing in heaven and singing the Rainbow collection and Beatles songs he knew. Sending all my love, Chris
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by crafter2243 19 May 2014
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Dearest Jan.I am so sorry about your loss, Over the years I read a lot about Ben. Your bond with him was even more special and I can not imagine how you must feel. May God give you the strength to get through this difficult time. Hugs
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by shozo1271 19 May 2014
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Sending Love, Hugs, Prayers and Strength to you, Jan... I am so very sorry for your pain.
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by rescuer 19 May 2014
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Sending love, prayers, and hugs to Jan and her family. Jerrilyn said it best and I can only echo her sentiments. I am sure he is singing. He may even be helping Jim Henson and his son with Heavens Muppets.
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by rescuer 19 May 2014
BTW Hugs and thanks for letting us know.
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by dragonflyer 19 May 2014
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So very sorry to hear this...hugs and prayers to Jan and the entire family...
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by jofrog2000 19 May 2014
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So sorry for your loss, my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jo
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by avalon 19 May 2014
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My heart goes out to you, may God's love help you through this sad time. Hugs to you and your family.
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by meganne 19 May 2014
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This is terrible!
My heart is breaking for Jan and everyone who knows and loves Ben.
I'm sorry, I am lost for words right now, this is such a shock.
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by toogie 19 May 2014
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COLMOM-I sent you a pm
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by anangel 19 May 2014
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Oh, Jan, may the Lord grant you a special strength at this difficult time, and peace, as you accept His will, in Ben's passing. Ben has touched so many lives, and inspired others. Ben was blessed with the most loving, caring parents, who did a fantastic job of helping him in so many ways to enjoy his journey here. You have many wonderful memories to sustain you in the days ahead. Heaven has gained another angel!
Hugging you from afar, and sharing your grief.
Love YOU!
Angel
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by sewmom 19 May 2014
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My heart goes out to you Jan. "I'm so sorry for your loss" doesn't even come close to what I feel for you.
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by dailylaundry 19 May 2014
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Oh Jan - I hardly know what to say - please be strong and know how much we love you and are praying for you. Please know we all are sending you good thoughts, prayers and hugs - I hope you can feel them! Sweet Ben, bless your heart! Hugs and prayers, Laura*
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by sadp 19 May 2014
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O my, what a shock. What can I say but my thoughts and prayers are with you, Jan. Heaven has gained another angel, hugs S*
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by noah 19 May 2014
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Will pray .Yes now Ben is singing with the best singers and most important he gets to meet his creator hugs carolyn
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by dakota 19 May 2014
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I send and warm tight hugs your way. My thoughts are with his friends and family.
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by airyfairy 19 May 2014
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This is such very sad news and a terrible shock. My thoughts are with Jan and the family. Ben was such a special boy and so loved. May Ben rest in peace. Sending hugs to this very special mother.
Sarah
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by jerrib 19 May 2014
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I am so sadden to read this post, words just aren't enough. I am praying for the family. I can't think of anything to say as everything I feel has been said in other postings.
Hugs Jerri
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by lilylady 19 May 2014
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Jan, So sorry for your loss. God will hold him for you now. God Bless you and family.
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by lique 19 May 2014
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Jan I am so sorry for your loss. It must be a very difficult time for you and your family. My thoughts are with you.
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by bevintex 19 May 2014
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Jan,Hearts are breaking. Praying for the family and Ben
Bev
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by sjbrower 19 May 2014
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Jan, I am so sorry to hear of your family's loss. My heart and prayers are with you. --Sharon
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by gerryvb 19 May 2014
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So sorry to read this. Heaven must have needed an angel.
hugs, prayers, love and comfort ,Jan. He will always have that special place in your heart and in the heart of others. Thinking of you, Gerry
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by arlene 19 May 2014
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Sorry to read this. My prayers go out to you and your family.
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by cfidl 19 May 2014
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My sincerest condolences for Jan and her family.
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by workbecky 19 May 2014
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Thank you for posting. Give Jan hugs from her cute family. Becky in Texas soon to be Arkansas
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by justsew 19 May 2014
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Words can never express the sorrow of a loved one gone before, my love is sent to Jan and your family.
Hugs Pam.
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by debswebster 19 May 2014
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Such sad news Colmom. My condolences to Jan and her family. Yes, we got to know Ben very well and will surely miss hearing news of him. He was a brave and loving soul indeed and had the best Mom in the world!
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by suelyn7 19 May 2014
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I am so saddened to hear this awful news. Please pass on my prayers and best wishes to his lovely mum & dad, they are all in my thoughts and prayers tonight.
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by zoefzoef 19 May 2014
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Jan, I feel so said for reading this news. I think we all knew how special Ben was and it was always so nice to read stories about this nice, friendly person. Sending a big hug to you, your family and his special girlfriend in his live. Take care. We are there for you. Linda
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by ajmmjs 19 May 2014
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so sorry for your loss. sincerely, lynne
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by anssmile 19 May 2014
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I am so sorry for the loss. My prayers are with the family and friends. May God help them through this very difficult period.
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by dday 19 May 2014
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I am so sorry Jan for your loss, Ben sounded like a really nice son. May God give you the peace and strength you need at this time.
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by basketkase 19 May 2014
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Oh, Jan........there are no words that I can say, other than I will pray for you & your family.......I didn't know Ben was ill??? I am just stunned by this news, I feel blessed to have played a small part in his quilt....
Love you and bless you......Vicki
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by highlandermom 19 May 2014
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So sorry for your loss. Ben touched many hearts so beautiful. I know where he is and pray Lord to be with all the family and the lives he touched at this time and days ahead.
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by gramsbear 19 May 2014
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I will be Praying for Peace from God for all concerned, thanx for letting us know, Loves to Jan in this time of sadness. Hugs, Judy
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by ewatson 19 May 2014
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At this difficult time, I would like to express my deepest sympathy to Jan and her family in loss of their son. My prayer is with each new day, may peace find a place in your heart. Sincerely, Eunice
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by pldc 19 May 2014
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Oh Jan I am so very sorry to hear that Ben has passed....................My heart felt sympathies to you & your family. Hugs & prayers for you & yours.
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by marthie 19 May 2014
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I am so sorry to hear about Ben. You are in our thoughts
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by susiesembroidery 19 May 2014
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My deepest sympathy on the loss on your son, Jan. I know how hard it is to loose your child. May God's everlasting love comfort you and your family in this sad time.
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by devon 19 May 2014
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So so sorry to hear about Ben, My heart goes out to the family. Devon
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by ssampsel 19 May 2014
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Jan, I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. Over the past years I feel as if i have known you & Ben. I pray for you comfort & peace.
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by gerryb 19 May 2014
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Thank you for letting us know. Our prayers & love are sent to her from all around the world! So sorry to hear, but know he's now with his Heavenly Father & singing around the throne!
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by Leaha 19 May 2014
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Am so very sorry for the family and loved ones. Please extend my deepest sympathy to all of them at this their time of sorrow. My God hold them in the Palm of His Hand and comfort them as only He can.
I went back to Feb 20th, 2014 and read the wonderful letter she wrote of this miracle. He passing has left a new challenge for them to meet.
Sincere Sympathies, Leaha
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by manami 19 May 2014
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Dear Jan, I'm terribly sorry for your loss of your beloved Ben. I got to know him through your posts, and felt how much love he was surrounded by, and we learn to love him too. My sincere prayers to all family. Love, Yoriko
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by sdrise 19 May 2014
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My sympathies to her and her family! Suzanne
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by grandmamek 19 May 2014
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My sincere condolences to Jan and her family. May God provide her comfort during this tragic difficult time in her life. Ben was a very special young man. My prayers are being said for all. Love, Mary
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by pcteddyb 19 May 2014
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Thank you for letting us Cuties know. My thoughts go out to Jan and her family at this very difficult time.
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by barba 19 May 2014
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So terribly sorry for the loss. May God help you through this difficult time. Hugs, Bartba
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by sewdoctor 19 May 2014
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I am so sorry!
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by graceandham 19 May 2014
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Bless you as you work through the loss of your beloved son Ben. Thanks for sharing him with us and please continue to.
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by sewmom 19 May 2014
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This is the link to Jan's story about Ben.
1 links:
[1] http://www.cuteembroidery.com/9570954.html
www.cuteembroidery.com
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by airyfairy 20 May 2014
Thank you sewmom for posting this.
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by lyns 19 May 2014
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My thoughts go out to Jan & her family. xx
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by jid53 19 May 2014
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My thoughts go out to Jan”s family at this sad time.
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by decojo 19 May 2014
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I am so sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers! Hugs, Joyce
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by sewilso 19 May 2014
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I am very sorry, will keep Jan and family in my prayers, may God bless them all. Hugs, Sharon
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by laffma1 19 May 2014
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Such sad news. My condolences to Jan and her family. They've had a long, hard journey with Ben, and now he is at peace. We've only gotten a small peek into his short life, through Jan's posting here, but I can tell he was a much loved boy, and filled her heart with joy.
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by nonna57 20 May 2014
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Jan, I am so sorry for your loss of one dearest little man who has touched the hearts of so many "worldwide" I never met Ben" but knew him" Today i cry tears for you and family, Pauline x x
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by justonlyme 20 May 2014
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Oh wow! What a huge loss. Thank you for notifying us, and to Jan, my prayers are with you!
Deanna

“Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same”
― Flavia Weedn
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by mariagiannina 20 May 2014
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Condolences to Jan and her family.
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by marianamin2003 20 May 2014
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I am very sorry for their loss.
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by aleene 20 May 2014
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My condolences to Jan and her family.
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by dlonnahawkins 20 May 2014
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Colmom - thank you for letting us know....Jan, condolences to you and your family. Ben was a big part of the Cute Family too....God Bless you in this time of such grief.
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by haleymax 20 May 2014
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May our Heavenly Father wrap His loving arms around the family. May He grant peace and comfort to each and everyone. May your memories give you joy, comfort and peace. Amen
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by eleen 20 May 2014
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I am so sorry to hear of their loss. My heart goes out to Jan and family.
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by giddygoat 20 May 2014
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Our Thoughts are with Jan & her family. May Ben rest in Peace. viv
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by asterixsew 20 May 2014
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How very sad for the whole family. Positive thoughts for them all. Ben sounded a unique young man who touched the hearts of many. Thanks for letting us know
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by camylow 20 May 2014
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I just popped in and saw this...Thank you for posting...Please let her know we are all feeling the loss...We love her and are sending as much love as possible her way...Hugs to you for sharing with us and for being her support through this tough time......deanna
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by marianb 20 May 2014
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So sorry to hear of your loss. May your memories of him help to ease the sorrow you are feeling now and take gladness that the world was all the better for nowing a boy named Ben..
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by olly 20 May 2014
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The Rose Beyond The Wall

A rose once grew where all could see,
sheltered beside a garden wall,
And as the days passed swiftly by,
it spread its branches, straight and tall...

One day, a beam of light shone through
a crevice that had opened wide
The rose bent gently toward its warmth
then passed beyond to the other side

Now, you who deeply feel its loss,
be comforted - the rose blooms there-
its beauty even greater now, nurtured by
God's own loving care.
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by ssampsel 20 May 2014
such a beautiful poem.
by Leaha 20 May 2014
This is perfect.
by nonna57 20 May 2014
Coral what a fitting poem for Ben :)
by pennifold 21 May 2014
What a lovely analogy Coral, so fitting as Ben loved flowers. Love Chris
by lenamae 21 May 2014
lovely poem
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by shirley124 20 May 2014
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My thoughts and prayers are with Jan and her family at this sad time. I am sure they will have many loving memories to help get them though. These memories will live in their hearts forever. Hugs Shirley
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by katydid 21 May 2014
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I just saw this , So sorry. Kay
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by lenamae 21 May 2014
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I am so dory my prayers are with the family
hug Lenamae
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by christracey 21 May 2014
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Sorry to hear of this news. Sending up prayers for family & friends.
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by katmug 21 May 2014
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Colmom , big hugs to you and Jan and her family, Very sorry to hear the sad news. :'( My prayer go out to you all.
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by ruthc 21 May 2014
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Hugs and Prayers from East Texas. I am so sorry. There are never the right words but know that he is at peace. God Bless
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by sboo 21 May 2014
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I'm very sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Shirley
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by drro 22 May 2014
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This is heartbreaking news, so sorry to hear this. Hugs, prayers, and Love to YOU dearest Jan. I sent you a pm. God bless you and all your family ro and rachel!
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by twee 22 May 2014
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So sorry to hear this. Hugs and prayers for high tech grammy.