hello cute family
after 10 years i have see bye to my both doves
they are to a other place where more doves are and more space
i have done this because the lungdoctor have not good news for me
so i dont know how much time i have
next week they do a other test on wednesday and later that week or the other week again a other test
so after all my work for my mil i need to try to be happy for my husband and both children
life is so hard now
my son he dont know what i have but my husband and daughter they know it
i feel real sad when my husband is a lone when i am gone because both parents and his sister are death and he need me so much
i dont know off i can handle this
hugs Sonja who cry in the night when my husband sleep
Linda
Angie
I'm so sorry to hear that you are in pain, both physical and emotional! I hope that this turns out to be a false alarm, and that the doctors can find a way to make you feel better.
I do not know about your husband, but most men I know feel very helpless when it comes to situations such as this. Maybe, instead of crying alone while your husband sleeps, allow him to hold and comfort you. That way, he can have the knowledge that he is able to help you as much as possible.
I wish you the very best news, and a sudden improvement in health. Best wishes and prayers for you! Deanna
the people who know me knows that i will not give up very easy
after the 2 more test i know of the tumor is real bad or not
i will only a longer life
hugs Sonja